Soooo at first I focused on all kinds of ways I could still become a doctor, then I threw myself into working all the time, at which point I realised that if I had started at med school my family life would have really suffered and I’m not sure I would have been happy at all! But, by this point I had got a bit stuck in the rat race of working all the time, for not a lot of money, I wasn’t happy at work, I never had time to do anything and always felt like I wasn’t spending enough time with Jack, so I wasn’t in any better position. The original idea of focusing on all the good, fulfilling things I could do now I had the time had gotten lost. Along the way though we decided on having another child, something I did want anyway but didn’t think would be manageable if I went down the doctor route. Shortly after I fell pregnant, at which point I let go of the urgency to find what I was going to do. I fell into a bit of a slum because it felt like I was working all the time in a j...