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A long overdue update!

Soooo at first I focused on all kinds of ways I could still become a doctor, then I threw myself into working all the time, at which point I realised that if I had started at med school my family life would have really suffered and I’m not sure I would have been happy at all! But, by this point I had got a bit stuck in the rat race of working all the time, for not a lot of money, I wasn’t happy at work, I never had time to do anything and always felt like I wasn’t spending enough time with Jack, so I wasn’t in any better position.  The original idea of focusing on all the good, fulfilling things I could do now I had the time had gotten lost. Along the way though we decided on having another child, something I did want anyway but didn’t think would be manageable if I went down the doctor route. Shortly after I fell pregnant, at which point I let go of the urgency to find what I was going to do. I fell into a bit of a slum because it felt like I was working all the time in a j...
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New beginnings

Back to the drawing board This post was going to start out with something like ‘I need to accept responsibility for what has happened and move forward’. I intending on just asking for a letter from the OU explain what had happened and transferring to a new degree and just getting on with things. However it’s apparently not going to go like that. They didn’t seem keen on letting me transfer to the maths and physics degree but rather seemed to keep pushing for transferring to the new natural sciences presentation and just doing enough credits to be able to pull my classification up to a 2.1, leaving me no chance of a 1st. As I explained what had happed (yet again!) I got quite upset about it (again!) and it dawned on me, no I wasn’t just going to except what has happened, it wasn’t be fault and it shouldn’t have happened. I then decided to push my complaint about what has happed again. And just to add to everything else I got an email the day after about options if I was to transfer w...

Options options

I have a few options; Accept the 2.2, just carry on working and see what I want to do a bit further down the line.  Accept the 2.2 and apply for the physicians associate course starting in February.  Transfer to a different degree - physics and maths, cut hours down to an absolute minimum at work and try and achieve a better grade, with this I could;  reapply for medicine Apply for one of the nhs scientist training post Go down the masters/ phd route with the option of following a maths, physics or bio route.  Go for a completely different career. Now for the pros on cons.  Do nothing - I’ll get a break, I can just go with the flow and see what I want in a while. I think I will regret it, I will still feel lost. When I want to get going again with whatever it is I want I will feel like I’m starting all over again.  Apply for p.a - it’s only two years, I will feel like I’m on track to something, good pay when I finish. Financially I woul...

The where and the why

It’s good to have dreams, to dream really big and put everything you have into it. But what happens when you fail to reach your dreams, when you get so close and it all falls apart at the last hurdle?  A few years back I decided I wanted to be a doctor and have put everything I had into reaching my goal, and I was so close. So close I even had a place at med school, but then I failed to get the grades I need. The university I held an offer from have said that they are unable to accept me with a 2.2, despite my particular circumstance as well as telling me that if I take another year to improve my grades I will not be a competitive candidate.  I therefore have to look at my situation realistically, I am limited to where I can apply as I cannot move, all the university’s in my area have similar academic requirement so it is likely they will view my application the same. If I take an extra year I will not have the 2.2 (hopefully), I will just have a degree with a differe...